Lurving you always Dee Dee

1 Month

Its one month since you left us. 

Kor Kor has flatten the soil and we plan to remake your resting place or plant some flowers on the soil.

I lighted two candles for you today; hoping to take a glimpse of the lights every night before I go to bee. 

We really hope the candles will help light your lonely nights. 

Then it started raining suddenly. 

I ran out to see the candles, only to find it still burning in the rain; 

the same way you suffered in silence to cheer us up.

As I open your pictures we last took, I can't believe all these has happen to me.

The last thing I want is to be separated from you and now I am.

Its painful to look at your smiling pictures. It makes me feel more guilty that I didn't help you alleviate your pain or accompanied you more on your last few days. 

Dee Dee, do you know I meant it when I spoke to you every night?

When I told you I love & miss you very much?

When I asked you to come in to sleep with me ?

When I told you how much I loved you?

Where ever you're, I hope you're always happy.

If you have time, please spare a second to think of us.

I still wish I come home everynite to see your waggly tail & smily face.