Dear Dee Dee,
It has been raining very much for the past few days. Couldn't light any candles for you. Then I was away for a few days; trying to catch up pieces of my life. Just like I told you many times - the reason I wanted to go home everyday is because you're waiting for me at the door. You still are, I could feel it.
All along I thought it was only me until mama said she felt the same way too; that you walked pass her every night. Then I realised I'm not the only one who could feel your presence. Medical practitioners might call it hallucination but I personally call it love.
You came into my dreams a few days ago. I miss you terribly, almost every night when I sleep at LG's bed, you come into my mind subconciously. It might be guilt, it might be remorse because I gotto admit after being with him I spend less time with you. I really apologise for that. Sometimes its just soo hard to juggle between work especially working so far from home and everyone who revolves around it.
Everytime I come home seeing you waiting, it makes me feel even more guilt.
I missed those times. I won't let you wait no more.
I lit 2 birthday candles and 2 big white candles for you last night. To make up for those days which I didn't. I also brought some treats and break it into pieces so you do not have to munch it with your toothless gums.
There we much thoughts about getting a new dog, however I don't think I'm prepared to accept someone new in my life. I believe in reincarnation, hence I'm still waiting for it.
I hope you keep yourself warm with the mattress and pillows we covered you in.
When I come across your blog and read it I really feel for you. I just lost my dog (ran out of house), almost a month now and I have been crying most nights and till today I am searching and hopeful that I will get him back. My son told me to let go and I tried to but it is so difficult. I really love my Kosky. I love your blog and I feel it too about your DeeDee.
ReplyDeleteIt's so wonderful to know that there are so many dog lovers out there who even care for the strays. Now my Kosky is a stray...wonder where he is now. I pray to God that my Kosky is taken care of by someone who is as nice as you. By the way I lost my Kosky in Island Glades. By any chance if he goes to your place please feed him. Thanks...From Jenny
Hi Jenny,
ReplyDeleteI wish you could give me more clues about your doggy. I will definitely feed and if by chance bump into your doggy, trust me I will bring him back to you.
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